Saturday, April 24, 2010

just for a sec, give me a break

saya sudah 23 tahun. gosh. mak kate suda boleh kawen! hoyeah ;P

apart of being 23 years old and 2 days, i'm in my most miserable point of my life.

  • thesis kene reject. submit this coming wednesday 28/4. 3 days lg nak siapkn semua. i mean everything.sumpah rasa hell gila terus tak keruan hidup nangis2. (T-T)
  • lost a friend because of love. sedih lagi (T-T)
  • depressed sebab depressed.
  • have been listening to un-motivated love songs. haha. terus down masuk longkang my mood.
  • been missing teluk intan miserably. last balik early april kot. ke hujung bulan 3. i know that most of my friends pon tak balik2 since cny mid term break, tapi bg cik pon balik lagi kerap dari aku, mane blehhhhhhhhhhh!!
  • persatuan salah cakap (kat FB tu) pon tak membantu to cheer me up. haha, crap bodo gile rase cam nih.
eh chill lah. penat tul rasa camni.

oh yea, saniy balik! saniy balik! mo gi KLIA at 4 because flight derang smpai kul 5. just in time, and for the fact this is my first time driving, alone. wait, wish UNSER. bapak beso kereta tapi best sebab leh bawak laju. ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahharapan.

hope tak sesat ke nilai.

i miss myself. where the hell are u now?




Tuesday, April 6, 2010

burn out

i'm under pressure.

pinggang rase dah switch places, makin rabun, makin silau, makin makan tak lalu (tipu, anak derhaka shima!), dah lame tak jmpe kesayangan, dan oh ye.

dah lame sgt tak balik rumah teluk intan.

sumpah rindu kat katil dgn bilik yg chill itu.

*sigh*

another 2 weeks to go. I'm exhausted cume buat2 gagah. masih on FB tanpa mengira waktu.

Thesis is on progress! weehuuuu. cahaya spotlight dari dr Beh dah dapat. Alhamdulillah.

Next week, 3 tests (nangis)

Next week, submit thesis (nangis berbaldi)

next next week. FINISH!


tak sabar tak sabar tak sabar.


when words cannot describe ur own feeling, that sucks.

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